*shiver* *shiver*

i don't know what i'm feeling right now. but thanks to the cold atleast i'm feeling the numbness in my limbs. i guess things aren't really cut out for me. M was really right. and i hate the fact that she always is. but the truth is undeniable and instinct sucks more than it should have. it's unbelievable that i don't feel anything; not even hate. and thank god i'm finally feeling the cold of past december. i hope vodka does its job soon enough. i have to ease off steam.


even though it sucks beyond comprehension, i guess i'll just be a friend to every girl i meet. even to the ones i fall for.